Today... I realised. If i hold on, i`ll just loose it all. I`ll just be hurting myself, letting go is the way to go. WHY???
Today... I realised. I`m alone in this world. I used to have fun but now its all gone. we`re all scattered, we`re all alone. WHY???
Today... I realised. I`m being looked down by parents. everytime i try to do something nice to them. i just get myself hurt. everytime i do revision, i dun praise myself. mum comes in and says things that hurts me. Everytime i rest, its a time where i get scolded by parents... eg. Useless. Unteachable.Good 4 Nothing, etc. I just dun know WHY!!!

ITS JUST LIKE... everything i do is wrong! WHY??? I Dun know... I`m a SUCK UP.