Yes. i`m back le!
Just to let you know! i feel real good... haha! The previous thursday and friday, I attended an encounter weekend. And yes... I really really feel great! Its like i feel very very light! all my troubles, all my fears, sorrow, pain, pride, hatred,etc, have been lifted. i am now burdenless! There`s nothing that can descibe this feeling! its just great=D HaHa. I feel happy...
Hmmm the first song that is played on my mixpod is very meaningful to me. Maybe you might not understand but it means alot to me.
This is the lyrics:

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings
Mighty conqueror, and the only time
the only time I ever saw Him run

CHORUS:
Was when He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as He brought me to my knees
When God ran – I saw Him run to me

BRIDGE:
I was so ashamed, all alone and so far away
But now I know He’s been waiting for this day

I saw Him run to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice I felt His love for me again

He ran to me, He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest, said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said, “Son”, He called me Son
He said, “Son do you know I still love you?”
He ran to me and then I ran to Him
When God ran

Basically, It means that.... Jesus never left... He was and is waiting for me and you. Just to say i love you. In those days, It was an insult for a father to run. But he ran to his son. This son of his have choose the wrong path and went to do sin. But now he have realised It and come back to his father. His father had and always will love him!

"come to his senses" Luke 15:17

"I will set out and go back to my father" Luke 15:18

"Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you" Luke 15:18b

"Father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; HE RAN TO HIS SON; threw his arms around him and kissed him"

Luke 15:20

HEy people...
The bible quotes that "how we respond to the word of the lord determines the outcome for us"
What this means is that the way we read and apply the word from the bible will determine how blessed we will be.
Also... the schools gonna reopen soon. i think this holiday is not much of an holiday to me. almost everyweek must go back to school 4 times plus have 3 tuition. Every night i sleep very late. but... wake up very early. Have eye bags le!!! lol.
Life is short. But with the time we have, we should cherish it and live life to the fullest. If not... our lives are wasted and gone... just like that. we should open our eyes each day, and live the day like its our last day. yea... May God bless us all.

well. today was a rather.... rough and weird day for me...
Currently busy working on the song The Climb and Nobodys home. Need help....
also..... nah... nothing to write le....
My thoughts is that i`m a bit confused... anyway... nvm. also... i`m wondering if anyone would just come by and buy me an ice cream=D nvm. see ya guys soon.

Malaysia was.... okay... heh heh. BOUGHT 10 pirated dvd=D SO HAPPY LO! for 15 sing dollar. so far i watched 2. the quality damn good=D ITS GOLD DISK.... heh heh heh!!! Some of the shows are... RAMPAGE,THE LOSERS, THE BACK UP PLAN, PLANET 51,THE STRANGERS, etc....
Anyway.... Well here i am again. bored. because.... my mum took away my movies... sadly because i never do chinese tuition teacher`s homework... ACTUALLY, cannot say never do lo. is dun know how to do ma... thats why cannot fill in the blanks ma! must think positive... lol.
well. i guess this holiday is finally coming to an end... So much for a holiday.... Heh Heh
i also realized in this holiday...
~~~~ Its the little things that make life great~~~~
Wonder what its like without it?
its hard to try to find the answer out yourself. haha=D

today is a day of YOG DANCE TRAINING!!!
THE ORIginal meeting time is 7.45am but i woke at 8am. and rushed to school at 8.28. just when the bus were gonna move.... damn lucky=D haha. sadly today my yog partner is not here again. i think the next time she returns, she might forget most of her moves. Anyway... todays training quite ok la, just.... a bit screwed up. haha.
Just now had chinese tuition.... sian..... haha. Haiz.... tml i`m going to MALAYSIA MELACCA TO have lunch with my grandparents... its once in a year.. haha. Hope i`ll finally have fun with my cousins.
haiz... these few days. i have done everything wrong... i dun know why but its like..... i do the wrong things.... even today.... late... haiz.... whats happening to me i also dun know le. But nvm...i dun care what happens to me le.... besides... nothing good can come out of me?

Apparantly, today is a busy day. went syafiq house early this morning to work with some guitar stuff. Then went LAN with alex syafiq and richard. damn fun.. lol. haha.
Anyway. just wanna say. I am currently working on 2 songs. Nobody`s Home by Avril Lavinge and The Climb by Miley Cyrus. I`m really looking forward to the jamming session we are gonna have soon. but not comfirm date yet. But its gonna be cool. I`m sure to take a video=D
SIAN!!!
I~M BORED TO DEATH!!!
SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME!!!!!
DAMN! BORED!
I`m now offering you a chance to spam me as much as you want. PLEASE SPAM ME, I~M BORED... Haiz...

I have bad news. My XBOX CANNOT REPAIR!!! Gosh....

Today is a very valuable day. i Have leanrt many things.
The attitude of a person determines the way they decifer things. Positive or Negative.
For Example. 2 identical shoe company sends out a spi each to inspect a village. The spies came back. The first one said, "Dont set up the company here, the people here do not wear any shoes". The other one said this,"Quickly set up the company, the people here DO NOT wear any shoes". This 2 company did exactly the same but they both have different conclusions. With this conclusions, The companies do different things. one will build a shoe company there. The other will not. So tell me, which one will benefit?
A Person with a positive attitude looks at things in a more simpler and positive way. While a negative person will always look at their limitations and therefore come to a conclusion that they cannot DO it.
~~~The only limitation to ones potential is themselves~~~
If you think you CAN do it, YOU WILL!
Also there`s another important quote i learnt
~~~Every small action is bigger than a very great intention~~~
What this quote is saying is this. It is good that you have a very brillant or great idea. But there is no point if you have this idea but you do not DO this idea. The keyword is DO. If You do not have a great idea, but you carry out this idea. The achievement is far greater than just a big intention. So the question is this. Are you going to DO what you have planned or talked about?

There`s only a sentence to discribe the previous 5 days i had.
~~~Just when you think you had it done perfectly, you loose it all. ~~~
Try to decifer from that. Because that concludes my 5 days.